Hello again,
Thi has been the longest break since i have started this thing and now i am beack with a mission.

I will be updating this every day religiously as part of my current project.

Concept workshop - This is a very strange and interesting module.
I started with the word EDGE and have movedx through the following concepts
Irrational fear of clowns
Hamsters
Secrets and lies
My bigest fears
Breaking down my personality
My five Epsom muses
and now I am investigating my family tree, who and wahat makes up my family, how they have made me who i am and who I would be if i had taken different roads during my life.

We have all made dicisions that have changed our lives but where would you be if your path had been different.
I have been thinking about all the other me's that could exist haveing mad rither large or tiny choices throughout my jurney.

Would I be here at college?
Would I be living i this country?
What would have happened if I had moved to New York?

I have a ton of work to do on this subject as the outcomes are limitless.

In othe news:
I am not still sleeping with the Ginger Pig. We are now good friends and spend a lot of time together.

I am taking to Norway again and we are going out for a drink tonight. I am not sure how i feel about this but time will tell.

I have been spending a lot of time mending bridges I have broken through anger, resentment and booze. This is going really well.

Grafting on my new obsession in the first year. I cant remember tha name at all. I will think of one later.

I'm going out tonight and i am going to get hammered and have a laugh. I feel a weight lifted after each tutorial. It gives me so many ideas and trains of though. The thing i must not do is go home and settle in front of the tele and veg for the rest of the day. i have to get my shit together and move this project onwards. I have a new momentum now and must follow it up.

For anyone interested one of the Rading Festival interviews I did has now been published in Destroy. Or Destruct, I cant remember. I have not seen it yet but it is the new Face or something. Apparently I look quit good and dont sound like a complete moron even though I have just thrown up a lot and was completely hammered at the time it was done. More exposure please.

Magic momnet of the day: Actually waking up when my alarm clock went off and not falling back to sleep.

Shit moment of the day: Being unable to use the Macs again. I really have to sort out my computer literacy.

Well, as always have fun and remember...In winter you can look cool without being cold.

Love
RUss.