Well, so much for me keeping up to date with this thing.

The last time I posted was during the last week of my Concept Workshop module. Finally that is now over.
Having moved on from being deliberately punched in the face, through dressing as an evil clown to making a larger than life photocopy of me naked and pregant it was a strange and random journey.

I am completely stressed out with only a couple of days untill my work has to be submitted for an RSA award thing and spending all last night writting an essay on the death of the photograph I am at my limit.

I had a meeting with two of my tutors today and they told me to stop working for today and relax. This I am going to do. Tonight is Jazz night at the Epsom Boogie Lounge. I think I may be fun. I hope I have my blue cordroy blazer back at the house. Jaaaazzz!

Do you ever have thoses dreams that you know are dreams but where something happens that is so close to the bone that it might as well have happened in real life? I had one the other day and it has completely ruined me. I am speaking to my friends who it involved completely differently and things just seem completely messed up.
Its so strange. It was all inside my own head and no one knows about it so how could it have anything to do with any of them, so why am I treating them differently. Its not like I can talk to them about it. That would rock the boat in a hidious fashion.

Anywho, I am tired and only here to avoid the quatrely inspection forrm the letting agaency. I should get back really. Might have a tequila to settle my nerves when i get home.
On the plus side, the house is imaculate and smells great. I give it about 8 hours until it reaks and is a bomb site again.

Magic moment of the day - finding a printing place that does A3+ for only 60p.

Shit moment of the day - trying to back out of the RSA award and not being allowed, submitting a really shitty essay, being lonley still and want to feel a tiny bit of real affection from anyone (not the ginger.)

Hope you are all enjoying the festive season and having a jolly time.

Have fun and remember...dont get mad get drunk

Love always
RUss