So I am back in sunny Maidenhead and even though I have only been here for seven and a half hours it seem that nothing has changed at all. This is what I love and hate about small town living. You always have the option of just stepping back into the same place that you left, it almost seems that you can step back into the same moment that you laft as well. This is great but really a bit scarey.
This morning as I drove to work I felt this enormouse weight lifted off me as I became nearer and nearer to my small town destination. The waves of ruralness washed me clean. How long this feeling will last I have no idea but for the moment I am letting it just happen.

Whilst walking from my car this morning I attempted to look in my rear view mirror to check someone out, then I realised that I am not actually a car and I dont have a rear view mirror. It was a strange moment to say the least.

I had lunch with Betty today, just like old times a foot long tuna subway on a bench by the library talking about relationships. Really, nothing has changed.
Again I loved it. After work I am going around to her pad for wine and to teach her to tap dance. I think this should be a total blast. I just hope I can remember the time-steps.

As I am back staying at "The Old's Place" I will be slepping in a tiny room that is going to be sweltering. I just know I am going to get no sleep at all. Its a huge change from the palacial Russingham Palace, which currently sits empty and unloved but super clean from my hard work and the fact that we have our quarterly inspection today. I reallu hope it all goes well or we are deep in to doo doo.

One thing I had promised myself before I came back here was to completely avoid the lure of EBay but I know as soon as I finish this I am going to have a sneaky peak for a few great little things that I cant possiably live without. Oh well. Its only money I dont have.

Well, Im back with a bang and will continue tomorrow and every working day after that so...

Have fun and remember...love is fleeting hold on to it.
Love
RUss.